First let me say that I believe in God and know that one day I will meet him in heaven in all his glory. It is really hard to say goodbye to someone. I keep reading people say “you’re in a better place” and it just makes me so mad. There was nothing wrong with this place. I will never again get to hug you and hear you say “goodbye Aunt Kate, I Love You” and it may be selfish but I want you back. God has plenty of other angels, we need you. I didn’t hug him the last time I saw him… I always hug Kolby; he is a very huggable guy. He came in my house and picked up some medicine for Kolby Ryan and was in a hurry so he said goodbye turned around and quickly walked out. I guess at the time it was no big deal, I would hug him next time right. I have only met Kolby Ryan twice and really wish Kolby would have gotten to experience all the joy with him that Kolby himself had brought into all of our lives when he was born 18 short years ago. I remember going to the hospital to see him, he was the first baby I ever went to see in the hospital, I was 15 and in total amazement. He amazed us most of his life. Mankind is flawed with this love thing, even though I didn’t get to see Kolby near enough in the last years, I love him as he still that little kid playing at my house with Dylan and Tyler. And so I say goodbye Kolby way to soon. My heart is so heavy and eye filled with tears as I type this blog. I will remember and love you always.
Love Your Aunt Kate
